- Mood: beyond confused
- Number of Threads: two right now
- UpComingDrama: more! after all this you want to heap on more?!!?!
Yes I know that it wasn't real. That Drake very well could have been 'goofing' (pointed glare at Lissa) the whole time but bu also know that these conversations are more than a little true.
Do I love Sam? Yes.
Have I ever thought that Colton was just for fun, that he'd never be serious? Yes.
Did I maybe deep deep deep DEEP down continue to hold on to the hope that Sam would one day be more like Drake and actually bend a little so that we might have a future?
Yes.
That's nothing to do with Drake not being good enough, because he is-because on almost all levels he's exactly what I would want. He's the complete opposite and the absolute twin to Sam at the same time and no I can't evolsin that.it's just what I see.
But... He fought for me. Yes it was asinine and juvenille and cruel and I should be pissed. I am pissed! But...
Once again Sam had a chance and he walked. I get the reasoning and I understand why and know it wasn't some test! How could it have been when neither let on on how bad it had gotten? But he had a chance to do something and instead he respected me to the point that he's only option was to leave! He respected his way right out of my life.
But Drake... He fought. Dirty and deceitful and in the most jerk faced way-god what an ass! But he fought because he was worried and he saw Sam as a rival and he didn't want ton lose me.
Do you see?
I am pissed and it's going to take a lot for me to really calm down because Sam is my friend and I do love him..
but...
Drake fought.
And Sam walked.
Who's really the better man?
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